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I could never describe the tremendous thrill surging through me as we walked swiftly, hand in hand, to her beach bungalow! put her suit on even the white rubber under-panties and walked out to her, actually trembling, not only because of the extreme thrill of wearing rubber for the first time but because of HER and her beautiful attitude and understanding! She did not laugh at me (as I'd always known anyone would do) - instead, she came up to me and sweetly said, "let me put this rubber cap on you" and she did just that, and gently snapped the under-chin strap in place. I was in 'Heaven on Earth' and never before so completely "EXCITED YET RELAXED" at the same time!

She had changed into a white, one-piece RUBBER BATH- ING SUIT, with a 4 or 5 inch 'diamond' cut out of the front center. We then sat down together on a leather sofa, and when we embraced for the first time, I actually cried, from happiness, excitement and her closeness. Believe me, there is NOTHING more profoundly beautiful in this whole world than "TRUE MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING" I realized at that moment, that I had fallen madly in love with Diane. I told her so and found she felt the same way about me.

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We were to have been married in a very few months (I'd then be 18) after having gone quite 'steady' for a while. However, fate intervened and took my Diane from me (she was killed in an automobile accident). I wanted to join her in death, but forced myself to live on. It took me many years to 'get over' this tragedy, but I feel we MUST live on, no matter WHAT happens to us in this life. Now I'm glad I did, for from dear Diane, plus many years of reading, studying, and simply 'being what I am '- I've learned some vitally important steps towards REAL living!

The FIRST step is: DON'T LIVE A LIFE THAT IS SUB- JECT TO YOUR OWN GUILTS AND TABOOS. If you do, you'll live a life of absolutely UN- NECESSARY torture

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